What Goes on In My Head

Surprised?

2010-02-18T00:45:00.002+08:00

And yes so I head back to Melbourne today at exactly 1.20 pm.
It seems so fast that I was back only a few weeks and now I'm leaving again what with
Chinese New Year done and all my bags packed and such.

Sigh......

Now to another year of hard work and loads more dance. Hope to improve in all aspects this year.

Anyway, thanks to those of you who have spent time with me these past few months.
It's been great having you guys around.
Thanx for the dance, thanx for the chats
and thanx for the good times.

Will miss ya'll
See ya soon.

Oh and I'm terribly sorry for the people that I didn't get to meet up with before I leave,
but rest assured you're in this head and heart of mine.

Cheers.

Ya'll gonna laugh at this.

2009-04-06T20:10:00.002+08:00

Hey Hey Just an update, my Flare Dance Ensemble has this annual production.
SO yea being the avid dancer I am, I am choreographing a piece.
Not only that, I am doing 3 other pieces that are along the lines
of yea, jazz and contemporary.

Here's the kicker,
One of the pieces requires me to be....
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I have to buff up too.

Ahhhh to dance.

2009-03-31T17:31:00.002+08:00

For my dancin peeps back home,
a little reassurance that I am
still an avid and continuing dancer.
The proof? Do scroll down.
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Hey Eric gyahahaha.

Happiness.

2009-03-08T22:46:00.003+08:00

There are many degrees of happiness.
Regular happy moments.
Sad happy moments.
Short happy moments.

This however can be classified as
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We're all floating

2009-03-08T12:55:00.003+08:00

According to my Chem lecturer......

"Atoms in a molecule can't really touch each other
due to the negative charge between them.
So your ass isn't really touching the chair.
There's that small space and you're really floating."

Interesting thought huh?

Hmmm...

2009-02-21T20:46:00.003+08:00

So I went to Vic( Queen Victoria) Market for the
night market session. Lots of food. Lots of people.
Haha some pics for u guys

Band performnce.

Caricatures.Bikers man.

A final pic of Vic Market

To that special someone.

2009-02-16T18:26:00.006+08:00

"At that

moment.
I thought that

it'd be great
if you
really
truly
didn't
want me to leave. =)"

I've left.
But
I'll be back
Somehow.
To the one
who has
Stolen

My
Heart.

My First Day

2009-02-14T12:39:00.001+08:00

I'm pretty sure I saw a fat aussie Usher on Laigon Street

Soon

2009-02-12T00:34:00.001+08:00

24 more hours.

Thank You.

2009-02-10T12:41:00.001+08:00

Thank you.
For everything.
All of you.
Thank you
for stepping
into my life.

I'm out.

Coming soon....... or going rather..

2009-01-27T23:56:00.006+08:00

For those of you who should and need to know..................

Feb 13th.

No not Rihanna's concert thank u very much.
It is the day I start anew, with new adventures,
new memories, a rebirth of my self.

starts 12.30am.

what a wonderful start

2009-01-01T22:07:00.003+08:00

I had a great start to my new year.
Oh yea u noe after partying with old peeps and mamaking

And then traveling

ALONE ....

back what I thought was home

Only to be stranded somewhere in Shah Alam's industrial area

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laugh it up yo.

Thanx mum thanx dad.

I'm leaving.

2008-12-21T22:17:00.002+08:00

A nice round TER.

Yes people. I have the requirements to go to uni now.
And so i'm leaving.

For one reason.

When one wishes to sing one finds a song.

2008-11-15T20:55:00.002+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVER!!!

so now for the rest of the year (and quite possibly the rest of my life) it is the time to make something of myself as well as relaxing to the point of lethargy.

Dancing of course being my lifeblood will keep me going in addition to my ever growing
collection of self composed songs.

I realise that this blog has been terribly inactive and yes it is because i have been unfaithfully lazy.
sorry......... (but it's not like u ppl reli visit rite.)

Anyway when one wishes to sing one finds a song.
The appropriateness of this statement is shocking indeed.
Let us see what we can make out of it.

Cyaz..

Something's still wrong.

2008-09-13T20:41:00.012+08:00

So I'm looking at my facebook profile and there are results of a quiz i took so long ago if ya'll know what it is it's an what kind of heart do you have quiz. Anyway my result is

Your result is: Angel's Heart

You fall in love quickly and easily.You give so much in a relationship, and you don't expect much in return. You love always seeing your lover and you just love them as they are.You have a huge desire to whomever you love and you stay in love forever.

Oh the irony.

I'm messed up...........

FOOD FOR THOUGHT?

2008-08-26T22:58:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHAHA>...... Food after my own passion.

Beautiful World

2008-08-04T22:38:00.003+08:00

a. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
b. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
c. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN, NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
d. Put any comments in the brackets after the song name.
e. Put this on your blog.

The questions:
1. If someone says, “Is this okay?”
Don't Wanna Miss a Thing- Aerosmith.
[It's sorta true, i think.]

2. How would you describe yourself?
Baby Come Back To Me - Vanessa Hudgens.
[Now to whoever knows me, this is incredibly freaky.]

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
Falling - Drake Bell.
[Cos I wanna be there to catch her.]

4. How do you feel today?
Easy( Remix) - Paula DeAnda feat Bow Wow.
[Very accurate! lol.]

5. What is your life’s purpose?
Somebody To Love - Brittany Murphy.
[How true is THAT!!]

6. What is your motto?
After All This Time - Simon Webbe.
[lol. I do reminisce quite a bit.]

7. What do your friends think of you?
Come on Over Baby - Christina Aguilera.
[I sure as hell hope this only applies to the girls :)]

8. What do you think of your parents?
Tear it up - Chris Brown feat Omarion.
[Heh? Doesn't make sense. .]

9. What do you think about very often?
Don't Stop The Music - Rihanna.
[Your kidding me......]

10. What is 2+2?
Vindicated - Dashboard Confessional.
[4 = Freedom....]

11. What do you think of your best friend?
Kiss Goodbye - ang Lee Hom.
[AAAAGGGGGHHHHHHHH]

12. What do you think of the person you like?
Ain't Cha - Clipse.
[This.... is a weird song....]

13. What is your life?
Believe Me - Fort Minor.
[True in a way. I want myself to be known, to be significant.]

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
These Walls - Teddy Geiger.
[I can't believe what is in front of me
The water's rising up to my knees
And i can't figure out
How the hell i wound up here
Everything seemed okay when i started out the other day
Then the rain came pouring down
And now im drowning in my fears
And as i watch the setting sun
I wonder if im the only one

[Chorus]
Cause everyobody tries to put some love on the line
And everybody feels a broken heart sometimes
And even when i'm scared i have to try to fly
Sometimes i fall
But ive seen it done before
I got to step outside these walls

I've got no master plan to help me out
Or make me stand up for
All the things i really want
You had me to afraid to ask
And as i look ahead of me
Cry and pray for sanity

[chorus]

These walls can't be my haven
These walls can't keep me safe here
Now i guess i got to let them down

Cause everybody tries to put some love on the line
And everybody feels a broken heart sometimes, yeah
Even when i'm scared i have to try to fly
Sometimes i fall
But i've seen it done before

I got to break out...
I got to break out...
I got to step outside these walls
Love outside these walls
I feel my heart breaking
But its a brand new day
Im going down
Im stepping out
Im stepping outside
These walls
(I've seen it done before.. i'm walking on, i'll walk it off, oh i'm moving on). This is so awesome.............]

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Home - Chris Daughhtry.
[I'm gonna start crying soon.....It's true babe if ur reading this]

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
Words I Couldn't Say - Rascall Flatts.
[A bit ominous, but the words are true enough, all the things i wanna say to you. ]

17. What will they play at your funeral?
Here We Go - Dirtbag.
[What is death but another adventure? My friends would really think this appropriate for me]

18. What is your hobby/interest?
In My Hands - Chris Daughtry
[Erm, let's not get any ideas shall we? Moving on......]

19. What is your biggest fear?
I Want You - Thalia feat Fat Joe.
[It's true.. I fear most losing the people I love in life.]

20. What is your biggest secret?
Apologise - One Republic feat Timbaland.
[MTV ASIA AWARDS ROCKED!!!!!!!!! and this is true too but in a way i cannot imagine yet.]

21. What will you post this as?
Beautiful World - Colin Hay
[Awesome. :D]

22. What song would you play during your first time having sex?
Number One - John Legend
[Boy this the truest thing ever, i mean as in lyrics.. not the song i'd play during sex]

I tag: SINS!!!! and whoever knows this blog exists, eg: Jo Ann and erm.. other ppl.. yea.

Le Competition.......

2008-07-15T21:29:00.002+08:00

alright ppl..... The latest SINS post by wrath of the latest competition at HICT Fusion Fiesta. Enjoy

Closer and closer...... A faceful

2008-07-08T23:25:00.002+08:00

Closer closer closer closer Closer closer closer closer Closer closer closer closer

WHAM

That's pretty much what happened today. Yeap wham. But it was a great wham. Not intentional of course but things happen sometimes. Yeap, right in the face by a shoe attached to a foot attached to a person attempting a handstand while i was myself.

Pretty much describes it right?

Alright alright....

Dance practice today was productive alright.. new section of routine was awesome but not without casualties, namely me. As described above, to put in plainly.

I was kicked in the face

But no biggie. Shit happens.

Birthdayness

2008-07-08T21:40:00.003+08:00

yes it was my birthday on 7th July 2008.

Thanx everyone who wished me I really appreciate it. Party was great too ya'll really made it great.

It has become a fashion to sing Aerosmith's song at parties nowadays and with good reason too. Lyrics are great. And you must be some backwater idiot not to have heard

I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing

Anyway I took a walk outside the room to contemplate my life like i usually do. I walk back in to see everyone in a big circle singing the song as if we had known each other for all eternity.

It fills me with so much emotion to know I have this group of people in my life. To know that these people would help me out always as I would do the same. One of the things that makes me truly happy.

I think with all my heart is that one of the reasons God put me on this Earth is to simply know these people. What better way to simplify how lucky I am?

I cannot begin to describe what I feel when I look at them, when I look at her, when I look at him. I think what did I do to deserve them? Honestly I do not know.
Sure there have been tough times and there were good but of course more good than bad.

What I do know is that I will forever remember him, her, them for the rest of my life. In the future when I am on my deathbed and my life flashes by my eyes, it will be they who flash by my life for they are my life.

So all i can say is

I don't wanna close my eyes.......
I don't wanna fall asleep cause I miss you baby..
And I don't wanna miss a thing.....
Cause even when i dream of you...
The sweetest dream will never do..
cause I miss you baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing.

Thanx everyone. And no matter what I'll be here for you.

Memories of a time

2008-06-30T20:56:00.004+08:00

Facebook can hurt.
In this context I am not referring to facebook alone but a number of network type programs.

Memories are powerful things. They envelope you, taking you back to a time once past. Joy, happiness all there in that one fragment of neurones that build up your mind, your (hehe) consciousness.

Going over facebook photos and i am reminded of a time not so long ago that was of closeness. A time of feeling, a time when nothing was wrong in the world. It was good but nothing lasts forever. A time of colour which in my heart was red but now blue. We remember and we remember but sometimes you don't want to remember. The peace of losing consciousness.

No more thoughts, no more feelings, just blankness. Yes blankness. Like this

(__________________________________________)

do NOT fill in.

I had reminisced over colours, i had reminisced over a black and white affair with a touch of pink.
You read it right.

I disgust myself.

Simplicity

2008-06-29T18:51:00.005+08:00

So yesterday night my family went to Changkat Bukit Bintang which is a street in KL for dinner. This road can be more or less described as a food street. It is entirely devoted to food and the street even came out in the papers.

Firstly, I would like to highlight this is Malaysia.

Continuing... So there's food everywhere, all kinds from South American to Italian and even to local food. Anything in Malaysia.

So we're walking looking for a place to eat. There are people outside the restaurants beckoning us to come in and sample their food when the ulterior motive is of course,

Please pay my salary. Who's isn't?

Needless to say we came across an indian restaurant. Serving, for those who may hazard a guess, indian food.
So as i said earlier people outside saying all sorts of things to get us to eat their food. Now there is an indian waitress (or malay can't remember) outside advertising the shop.And she asks

Have you ever tried indian food?

Now I'm chinese, and i don't mean to brag but we eat everything, (in a black accent)E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-A-N-G.
But that's besides the point. Be it chinese, malay, indian or whatever race this great country has to offer, why do you ask if we have ever tried indian food? I mean it's practically the second most staple food in the country!! (excluding indians which of course is their first). So one needs to consider why she asked this question.

To give her credit the shop was in KL. Major tourist spot in Malaysia i mean it's the city, so she might have thought we were from China or something. Ok ok something i may consider.

For those who know, i speak english well. What mainland chinese speaks English well??? Though not unheard of but you have to admit it's pretty rare. It's important to note that she asked us this after she heard me and my family conversing.

SO in conclusion, I do not blame the waitress for this serious transgression to our country. We as humans do sometimes lack the necessary brainpower to procees instant situations, yes, myself included, hence all we can blame is the higher evolutionary level that humans have not advanced to yet.

Ole?!?

The First Post

2008-06-29T17:47:00.000+08:00

OK. so this is the first post. It has been halfway through college and i thought it appropriate to put into detail aspects of my life. The point of this blog is to of course vent some feelings or everyday happenings. But along that line, my mind delves into some curious and yet not so curious aspects of life.

To YOU the reader who may come across this blog i hope there is some enlightenment or in any case any form of intellectual stimulation. There will be days I will be depressed and days that will be happy and yet days that will make no sense at all. Here aside from reading my stories, question yourself, question your mind, question whatever and anything that pops into your mind. Enjoy the feeling of unsolving anything for not everything can be solved. And whatever you do solve take joy that something has been figured out in this crazy world we live in now.

My first post. Enjoy.